Dirty Secret

The hurt hasn’t been more of a burden more than ever. Elaine’s boyfriend had been in the dark for as long as they were together. They were a perfect couple that never hid any secrets from one and other, friends knew boyfriend and girlfriend. Ivan had been with Elaine for close to one year now, and he knew she had great girlfriends she enjoyed being with. Having that in mind, he allowed Elaine to be with them even if it meant to cancel a date.

Elaine, on the other hand, had only one secret from Ivan. It wasn’t something you and I would even dare to think about, it might sound like a fetish, but the truth is seriously a nightmare. Every night, Elaine would go to bed, guilty and afraid of the secret. One that is so dark it gives her nightmare every other day.

She was thirteen when her parents divorced. Her dad was one of the most loving father in the world, earning lots of money running a successful company. He could give her anything she wants. Being so young, she didn’t think a divorce would affect her in anyway, couples are made when one like other, and separated when feelings died.

One night, it was raining heavily and her dad, being the boss, came home late from a meeting. He was an audiophile, home theater, surround systems costing over thousands of dollars. He walked into the house, played some classical and went for a shower. Elaine was in her room, doing homework and blasting her own music. Both of them lived in a bungalow, her ex-mum did get a share of his wealth but it didn’t affect her dad much.

Her biological mother gave up the custody to her because there didn’t want her to affect the relationship between her boyfriend and her. Thus, leaving the father to care for Elaine.

Dad: ‘Hi dear, doing homework?’
Elaine: ‘Yahh. A lot leh. You want to help me do? *giggles*
Dad: ‘If I know how to, I will help you do.’
Elaine: ‘Daddy, you didn’t do well in school meh?’
Dad: *laughs* ‘Daddy can’t help you do your homework.’

Elaine was dressed in a singlet and shorts, she didn’t really knew how she affected her dad with her outfit then. She just kept writing and making sure dad didn’t flip through her stuffs.

*taking a cup from the bed desk and holding it in front of Elaine*

Dad: ‘Daddy made this honey drink for you. Drink it and finish your work.’

Elaine took the glass from his hand and finished all of it, handed daddy the glass and continued with her work. It was 10pm when her eyelids finally closed. Daddy slowly creaked open the door and carried his little girl to bed. It all seemed fine for any father to carry a sleepy daughter to bed, but more were running through his mind. Often, he sees her little girl covered in towel after shower and walking around. Once in a while, he would peep through the her room to catch her masturbating too. Tonight, he could no longer take it. The drink was doped.

Uncovering the strands of hair over her face, he could smell her sweet fragrance. He wanted her before anyone else. Her panties was one light tug away, her shirt didn’t matter anyway, there wasn’t much boobs to suck on. Lifting her shirt to expose her breasts, his big strong hand was already in her panties, rubbing her hairless pussy.

She was getting wet, she was drowsy, but awake. Elaine never felt so lost, but her body was sucked out of energy by the pleasure and the drug. Daddy was already undoing his pants, dumping his clothes on the floor. The room lights were off, only gently lit by the street lights from the outside. Positioning his body at her hips, he was ready to deflower his very own daughter.

Very cautiously, he sunk his huge meat stick into her pussy. It wasn’t all that smooth compared to his divorce’s defloration. With a jerk, he was in. His daughter’s eyes were almost closed, but she could still see, and feel the pain. Tears were flowing down her eyes, to the ears. Daddy didn’t care about her feelings, nor the blood. He went faster and faster, treating her daughter as a sex doll.

Elaine could not move, nor could her small body take the pounding, within seconds of the rape, she was unconscious. Her dad went all night long, fucking her lifeless body, pumping rounds and rounds of cum into her. He wasn’t thinking straight, he just wanted small Elaine.

Finally, in the wee hours, Elaine woke up, thinking it was a bad nightmare. Putting her hands under the blanket, her fingers went into her panties, and further in. Her pussy was sore, painful. It wasn’t a dream, it’s a nightmare came true. She laid in bed the whole day, and daddy was out.

Of course, once he returned home, he used his daughter for the painful release of his pressure. Being helpless, calling the police has never crossed her mind, she loved her dad for what he’s done for her. This time, under her dad’s threat, she got on top of him, and sat down on his long shaft, which is obviously too much for her to take. It was hell mixed with pleasure. Something she would not find worth the pain.

She finished her dad in a mere ten minutes of riding and he too, was quick to dump her aside and go to bed. It wasn’t just once a day type of torture. It was a morning routine, and evenings, and sometimes, in the middle of the night. She was getting used to it. Intercourse, blowjobs, handjobs. She’s learning everything the hard way.

Elaine no longer is herself. When she moved to secondary four, her mind was so corrupted that she would masturbate in school, tease the boys by making them hard wearing coloured bras and panties. It was until Ivan appeared, she finally found someone who truly loved her and pulled herself together.

Dad still occasionally did Elaine, but Ivan was someone her dad is afraid of. He was smarter, more matured. Knowing Ivan could call the cops on him, he made sure Elaine took great care of him, giving her money to splurge on him, encouraging her to have as much as sex with Ivan.

Elaine loved being with Ivan. Sex with him was mind blowing, there was never a condom between them. He would allow her to do anything she wants, and fulfill her every requests. If she’s too tired to do anything, or even ask for anything, he would then use his own methods to perk her up.

Long minutes of frenching, slow and arousing fingering, no matter in public or private, she found out the joy of sex. As the year went by, she no longer stays with her dad but with Ivan and his family. Not being able to do anything to her daughter, he continued to wire her money to keep the secret.

Every night, Ivan would have the most sensual session of love-making with Elaine, pumping his love into her, taking her every drop of love juice into his mouth. They were happy. Elaine was able to forget what her dad did to her especially during their long late night sessions.

Most of the time, rape victims would recall the bad memories during sex, but not for her. She never failed to take every inch of Ivan into her, she never fail to satisfy Ivan in anyway he asked for. Soon enough, Ivan learnt of her past and finally ended her nightmare.

Still, Ivan and Elaine never got tired of sex every night.

Play Once Again

*Ringgggg* My phone rang at the worse time possible. 10.30pm. I was just about to go to bed after a long tired day. Peiling was on the line and I picked it up, hoping for something fun.

Peiling: ‘Ehh.. you can meet now? My mum is not in Singapore to help me.’

Me: ‘Okay. Do I have to bring anything?’

Peiling: ‘Your camera lo. You got a small one right?’

Me: ‘Okay.’

I put on some ugly clothes and cabbed down to her private estate along Serangoon. She was in her usual PE t-shirt and matching shorts. I entered her unit and she brought me up to her room, covered with paper cuttings and stuffs on the floor.

Peiling: ‘Can help me take a video?’

Without saying anything, I took my camera out and turned it on for her, switching to video mode.

Me: ‘Nah.’

She placed it on her study table and positioned it to aim at the bed.

Peiling: ‘Come.’

She then pulled her PE shirt off, letting her boobs bounce free in the air. I was hard in an instant. My bulge through the pants was super obvious luh.

Peiling: ‘You want to play?’

How could I resist her? I hopped onto the bed with her and kissed. It had been a long time since I felt this way. Her hands were already roving under my shirt, tugging it off quickly. I knelt between her legs and pulled her shorts off, along with her white cotton panties.

Without wasting any time, I was licking her clit the way she liked, lapping sounds, with her deep and heavy breathing. My hands were above, playing with both her hard nipples and of course, her hands weren’t slacking either, pushing my head deeper onto her slit.

Everything went super speed. I was so hard that I couldn’t resisting asking her.

Me: ‘Can you suck me?’

She nodded and I crawled above her, with my dick right at her mouth. She was still lying down, that’s how she preferred it to be. With a gentle suck on my dick head, I went numb. She knew how I reacted when I am high. Her mouth and tongue didn’t stop either. Not until she wanted more.

Peiling: ‘I got a vibrator, you want to help me?’

I took it out of her drawer where she pointed at and went to the toilet to clean it. It looked just like the one I bought for her, just that it’s branded. I helped her put her panties back on, it was as though she’s a little baby, legs raised up for me to dress her bottom.

Slipping the vibrator into her undies and getting on top of her, with my penis pressed hard on the bulge in her panties. I asked her the usual question. ‘Are you ready?’ She grabbed my arms which is right beside both her shoulders and closed her eyes. Having the control in my right hand, I started it and she hugged me close to her.

Her hips was grinding against mine intuitively. I was enjoying myself watching her facial expression.

Suddenly, she stopped me and pushed me off. I feel onto the bed beside her. She climbed on top of me, pushed her panties to one side and sat hard on me. Her arms are now beside my shoulders, eyes glued to mine and hips grinding.

Her pussy took my dick whole in one push and she was wetter than usual. I thought she already broke her hymen, it was unbelievable sex. She finally gave in to me, I thought. With every thrust into her, her body shook more vigorously.

Until twenty minutes into the rough sex, her pussy wrapped tightly around my rock hard dick and contracted. She fell onto the my body, but hips still trying to move. Grabbing her meaty ass with my hands, I continued pounding her tight pussy, pushing her up so she could still fuck me using her body weight.

I pulled it out as the load unleashed. Spraying it all over her butt crack and flowing down across her pussy. I got up and turned her over, there was blood in my cum. Thinking I broke something, I check my dick only to realise it’s her pussy that was bleeding.

Me: ‘Peiling! I thought you are not a virgin?’

Peiling: *breathing heavily* ‘I want to give it to you.’

Me: ‘Thank you.’

I gently rubbed her sore, blood covered pussy. It was the only way to make her feel less pain. She smiled and looked at me, something I’ve never seen before. I still liked her, I think.

Slowly, she fell asleep and I transferred the video onto her Mac – our very own sex video. Going out on my own, I pressed the lock timer for the magnetic gates.

Confused by her decision, what happened that night stayed in my mind. Only to be interrupted by the S$10+ cab fare totaled.

Bad Mood

Joyce was in a bad mood and so was I. Somehow, without saying much, we sort of spill our hearts out. Looks like she was having problems with her boyfriend, which I am facing with my girlfriend, Peiling, too.

We decided to walk around Junction 8 to chit chat and kill some time. She was on the verge of breaking, and I was already single then.

After walking from the top level to bottom, she asked if I wanted to accompany her home. Her family is out and she needs someone beside. Knowing she is feeling down and wants to talk, I followed. She was staying in the houses opposite Junction 8, a long way in though. We chatted throughout the journey till we reached her house. Feeling bad about me accompanying her in and walking out alone, she invited me in.

Once in the house, her mood switched for the better. She asked me up to her room to view some clothes she saw online and see her room’s new makeover. I tagged along and was alone in there with her, with doors closed due to the air-con.

She sat on her revolving chair and I stood behind her. She is those kind of cute girl who had a little girl’s look and a chest quite flat. I was turned on by her bed and the down-blouse which was so close yet so far. She was wearing a grey bra then. She showed me the clothes and new stuffs she discovered on her pink Vaio laptop. I placed my hands on her shoulders and asked if she wanted a massage. She didn’t say anything, so I started massaging her.

As she got more relaxed, I bent over to the side of her face with the excuse of having a better view. The lights were no on since it was quite bright. She then turned and looked where was I and our face came real close.

I whispered to her softly, ‘Can you close your eyes?‘ and she did.

I pressed my lips on her small mouth and started to spread her lips with mine. I slide my tongue into her mouth and her tongue came out to play too. I turned her around (revolving chair) and kissed her. I knelt down on the hard wooden floor so it would be more comfortable for us.

Both my hands went up her legs and undid her denim shorts. With our lips still kissing, she stood up a little so I could pull her shorts down, revealing a cute bunny cotton panties. I spread her legs and ran my left hand up her thighs to massage her pussy through her panties.

My left hand moved under her shirt and into her bra, fondling her tiny nipple. She was getting flushed and moaning while her lips are on me. Her panties got wetter by the seconds and then I stood up, releasing the kiss unwillingly.

I led her by hand to her bed and she tumbled onto it, covering herself with the blanket. I tucked myself on her right side. Turning towards her, my left hand went into her panties, and searched around for her hole.

She stopped me and said, ‘Ehh, I remove my panties first lah. 很挡路。’ (blocking the way). She then took it off under the blankets and placed it above the pillow.

I moved her left leg up and right leg towards me so I could finger her. My middle finger slide into her and she was moaning with heavy breathing. For her small build, her pussy was naturally tight. She asked me to remove my pants and I did. She took a condom from a bag by the wall and asked me to put it on too, and I did too.

She flipped open the blanket and positioned herself over me in a cowgirl style and sat slowly onto my dick. She stopped a few times and kept saying, ‘wah lau ehh, you one so big.’ I did support her by her bottom and helped her get my full dick in.

She paused for a while with my dick inside her, me in a daze with her throbbing tight pussy. She moved forward and backward slowly, something which I have not tried before. Her body wasn’t so heavy so I sat up and hug her. Moving both our hips in and out on a bed feels great.

I fall her onto her back and did her in missionary. She was practically clawing my arms. Imagine this, doing a cute girl with small petite body doggy style, moaning softly and breathing hard. Her pussy is so tight that I had to go slow most of the time in case I ended it too soon.

Suddenly, she screamed, ‘Wait wait!’ and I got a shock, thinking she was in pain.

I pulled out my dick and she gestured me to pull her up. She said her period ended one day ago and was okay for me to do her raw. All the while while saying those, she was rolling the condom up with both hands. Lying back down, I slide my now, raw dick, into her.

It was like nothing I’ve felt before. Her pussy muscles were twitching and sucking me in. I humped her quick and let her know that when I was going to shoot, I’ll pull it out. Just a few more thrusts later, I looked downwards and she held me by her legs pushing me deeper into her, giving my dick a final thrust and squeeze to release it all into her.

She held me in that position for about 5 mins after I’ve collapsed. After that, I moved my hardened dick in her again. Pumping again in missionary on her, who was close to fainting with tiredness and pleasure. Her eyes would close and moaning would go soft, but everytime I tried pulling out my dick, she would use her legs to clamp me down.

After shooting once more into her, she then allowed me to pull my, softening dick out. I admired her pussy which was overflowing with my cum, and there she looked at me lazily from the bed.

‘我喜欢里面有温温湿湿的感觉。’ That phrase really turned me on.

She went to her toilet to clean up and I put on my clothes and waited for her. She came out in her nightdress and sat in front of her computer.

Her: ‘Don’t tell anyone k?’
Me: ‘Yupp, never. Will we do it again?’
Her: ‘Hmm.. maybe? (high pitched)’

She sent me downstairs and off on my way home. She was my type but never had a chance with.